Dec 6th 2014
You know I thought that things between Joey and I would at least get a little better... but he is starting back to his normal ways. I have told him how I feel on the cheating with talking dirty and sending pictures with other girls. All of whom are younger then me. I just don't know what to do anymore.
Joey goes on like it is all about him. I love this man to death but Jesus Christ. I am going to make a promise with myself and I will give him a months time to get his head out of his ass. If he doesn't change I am going to go back to Wisconsin.
I am just lost in a lot of shit right now and my mind is going crazy. I think I am just really stupid to think even in the beginning that someone like him would ever love me. I am a nobody who doesn't deserve anyone in my life.
I love it here in Tennessee but the way things are going now I don't know now for sure. I will fight to be with Joey but if he don't want me there is not a whole lot I can do.
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