Dec 8th 2014
Today is a little better but then again time will only tell what is to happen. I love this man with all my heart so I pray things get better between us. This is the man I want to marry and have my children with.
I mean I have gone above and beyond for him. I just hope he goes back to the Joey I feel in love with. Things have changed massively since he got his workers comp and we had people move in with us in Tomah. That's when shit hit the fan.
I mean that is the time Joey started cheating on me and I guess in terms using me. It hurts because he is acting like it never happened and when I bring it up he brushes it away like no big deal. I have told him how much it has hurt me and its been on going still.
He did call me names and started to treat me like I was a piece of shit to him. That was a clue when it all started he found someone else because it showed he no longer cared for me at all. I could tell in the way he looked at me and by the way he spoke to me.
You know when you love someone so much that you blow away all the negative that is a part of them out the window and act as nothing has happened and continue on with life? I do that because I truly do love this man beyond anything else.
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